First Love….

Sabi nila first love never dies…..

i was in 4th year high school when I experienced my first love… he was a classmate of mine… i wasn’t really expecting him to like me… ang tipo nya kasing mga girls yung chinese mestiza or kaya nman tall and pretty… eh, ako… di n mukhang chinese, di p mestiza… pero super sweet nman ako.. yun ang sabi nya…
it was february, valentines day, when he told me n may feelings sya sa akin… then he gave me a rose… then he asked kung pwede daw bang sya n lang ang escort ko sa JS Prom nmin… di ako nakasagot agad… i was surprised… naisip ko, baka isang “YARI KA” moment yun.. nakakahiya nman if i jump to the situation agad and say yes… tapos isang malaking “JOKE” lang pala… kaya sabi ko sa kanya, just ask me again tomorrow, i’ll think about it… feeling pretty ang lola mo.. kunwari mag-iisip p… pero super “OO” n kaya ang sagot ko…

aba, mukhang seryoso ang “MOKONG”… at tinanong nga ako ulit… di ko p man na-ibaba ang gmit ko sa table ko, lumapit at nagtanong n agad… “PAYAG” n daw b ako… ano daw ang sagot ko…. tinignan ko sya… I said, “GOOD MORNING” with my sweetest smile… naisip ko.. “BAHALA n c BATMAN…” and said “YES”… natuwa nman sya, nakita ko yun sa ngiti nya… then he said, “i’ll pick u up at 8…”… “I LOVE YOU…” pahabol nya…

kakaibang feeling… parang everything around me is so beautiful… so nice… so sweet.. heaven sabi nga nila…

WE became officially ON on our JS Prom… ibang feelings talaga.. as if butterflies were inside my stomach… its making me sick.. its making me smile… nkaka-loka…

But like other good things… ours also had it end… after a year and a half… we decided to go on our separate ways… and the saddest thing is that we didn’t end-up as friends…
It took me almost 4 years to get him out of my system.. he was my FIRST BOYFRIEND.. his kiss was my FIRST KISS… his love was “MY FIRST LOVE”…

Yup, para sa akin…. FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES… After so many-many-many years… I still remember him… I still remember that feelings… and  i know that deep in my HEART… this FIRST LOVE will never be forgotten…